I don't know what's wrong with me? I've been seeing things that aren't there, and feeling an overwhelming sense of paranoia. I feel bugs crawling on my skin and feel like I've lost my individuality, and also feel like I have no personality. I'm afraid that if I reveal my true self to my friends, I'd lose them, which is why they know a lot of false information about me. I also tend to get violent thoughts, of harming myself and others.